Perplexity

Perplexity

Trying to figure out
my feelings.
I don't know how
to hide this thing.
It keeps on 
bothering me.
Buzzing in my ear
like a bee.

I've cried so hard.
For..
Oh so many times.
-
even thought of..
putting an end
to my life.

But
-
Something has saved me.
kept me away from
reaching the edge.

Saw Felicity outside.
She's not coming inside.
Hurt, hate, disgust
melancholy and distrust
Partying in the house.

Everything seems odd,
absurd.
It may sound silly,
but rest assured
this is real,
all these I feel.
I feel it's real.

Pick a side.
Family, you or me?
Gosh!
What should it be?

What must I do?
Samson where are you?
So alone, empty 
and desperate.
So lost, gone in the land
of nowhere to be found.

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Perplexity

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